Something new happened today. Thought I should write down here. This afternoon I went for an interview at Dell, 2 days after applying for the job via Jobstreet. Yes, Dell yang ada produk komputer tuu. I was shocked okay, cepat gila proses. Rupanya kebetulan time aku apply tu, dorang ada buat walk-in interview dalam minggu yang sama. I consider myself lucky there, Alhamdulillah.

Aku loner terunggul. Well, currently. Nak bersendirian, nak buat semua sendirian, nak ape ape sendirian lah. But despite of being a loner, I yearn for someone's touch. Touch in the sense of, take my loneliness away. Be with me, stay with me, talk to me about anything, have fun with me. I doubt, my existence is not so strong anymore?

Sigh.

I love my friends. I treasure them, feeling attached to them. Dari kecik sampai besar gajah. Every bondings we made, I remembered. Secure it somewhere in here. That's how I am. I know, we should never expect any returns. Buat biar ikhlas. So be it. Tapi hari ni aku rasa cukup sedar. Yang aku mesti pilih siapa yang aku nak treasure tu. Dalam bahasa business, screening process. Paling penting, tanpa sedar, these people made me stronger, thinking of something to make me feel better. Like a chameleon suiting itself to the setting. Cheongmal.

Sungguh, benci betul andai orang tu betul.

Week 7 berlalu dengan sangat pantas. umpama makan satu J.Co donut. sekali ngap, tinggal krim di mulut. i was worried, seeing how i wasted sooo much time sekarang. uhhh dari dulu macam ni. tunggu week 10 baru masuk gear 5 terus. hee.